Is that really it? Is it really the end of highschool? I say the words but I don’t fully understand them. It’s all quite bitter sweet isn’t it? I always try to tell myself that “change is always good” - but a part of me is scared of this big of a change.

So much is different now that I honestly can’t wait to leave it all behind and start fresh. I want to leave, get away, move on, yet I still feel as if I’m gonna miss being where I am. I guess all I can do is wait and see what comes and goes…wait and see who is going to be there because most people leave out of your life once highschool is over. I don’t want to lose my best friends! I love them too much, and so I’m going to make it my personal mission to stay close to them all. I mean, they’ve already put up with me for so long so they might as well just put up with my crazy antics for years to come.

Highschool is ending, and I’m both happy and sad. But whether we live close or far apart I WILL keep my besties forever. 

15 days and counting

I think that is time to grow up, move on, and forget every stupid thing/person/drama that has happened in my life. There’s no point on constantly dwelling on the past. Starting tomorrow, I’m going to just forget about everything and everyone that don’t matter, it’s not like I’m going to have to deal with you in my future. 

New chapter is starting, right about…….. now!

• hair cut? I also want to experiment and maybe ombre my hair
• find a job (ughhh this will be hard)
• start thinking of packing for UBC 
• buy more shoes (first need money… refer to “find a job”)

Think I can maybe get this done in a week? I sure hope so!